But, my, my parents were set up by their parents. And they only met twice before their wedding. In their eyes, marriage is between a man and a woman who come from a good Iranian, Muslim family. So, I know it's gonna be hard for them, when I do come out, but... I'm willing to stick it out. I have to.Really. I was just really embarrassed that you found out about AA. I wanted to keep that part of my life separate from you, because I hate that part of my life, and you're the part of my life that I love.But, if they do take it badly, just know that they love you so much. And part of the reason they might struggle is because they thought they knew everything about you. And then all of a sudden, they didn't. So even if they say the wrong things, I hope you don't give up on them.Please, tell me what's the exact level of gay I should be. What is a perfect level of gay that will keep everyone happy? Because apparently, I'm too gay for the locker room, but I'm not gay enough for Benji and his friends. So, where do I belong?Sex is scary for everyone the first time. I think the key is accepting that some moments will forever live on in the sexual blooper reel of our lives. If you're with the right person, doesn't matter. Well, that's how it was for me, anyway.Because, I mean, coming out is, is the most important thing you've ever done, and... I am glad you did it. Because I want you to be happy. Because I love you. But, um, I just wish that you doing the most important thing you've ever done didn't make me feel like shit.The truth is... I'm gay, and I'm with Benji now. I-I don't want it to be a secret anymore, because I'm happy about it. Like... Like really, really happy.Yeah. I know. No more hiding who I am. Or who I'm into.As we were saying. Working with Simon is not what broke us up. We just... weren't meant to be. Not everybody is. And that's okay. Just go into it with an open mind and a little bit of faith, and the rest will work itself out.I know, but I mean it. You know I'll always be your girl. I would want you to go on living life, and I would want you to find love, and... I know you would look after Zoey and David, but I would want you to look after you, too.No, you don't. Because if you did know, you would know by the time I got to the other side, I promised myself that I would never go back to that person. The person that couldn't look themselves in the mirror, because they were harboring all of the hate and laughs to their core.I so understand feeling that way. But here's the thing. Maybe some problems are too big for us to handle on our own.