I, I know you want me to be this, like, guru who has all the answers, but the truth is, I don't. And I didn't want to push you too hard, or tell you the wrong thing. Or make your life any harder than it already was. And look, like you said in your first message, we're not the same.Victor, it breaks my heart to hear you talk about yourself like that. You're perfect. And that part of you that you wish you could cut out, that's the part that makes you... you.Hey, Victor. I know you really like Mia, and you've been trying to figure out if you're attracted to her. It sounds like tonight, you realized that you're not, and that's okay. But maybe it's time for you to really figure out what you want before someone gets hurt.I'm not gonna tell them not to be
who they are if that bothers you. That's your problem. Not theirs, and not mine.because, um..., I don't, I don't want to admit that I... wasn't enough to make her stay. Lying doesn't hurt as much.Well, I’ll let you get back to it. Please don’t melt your face off before our hang. It’s, uh, it’s a really good face.You just have to make sure that if you're riding the Ferris wheel with a cool girl, it's because you want to, not because other people want you to. Don't be so desperate to fit in that you betray yourself or the
people you care about, okay?But the point is, you are blank canvas. Today, you paint the brush strokes that define who you want to be. So, who are you, Victor?And, as it turns out, I'm one of them, because it's actually not that hard to find a four-count or the beat of your own heart. All you have to do is listen to it. That's all I've got figured out.I would much rather have you as a friend than not have you in my life at all.I'm also just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her. A chance to see what the world would be like without you. 
