Soul - I'm just afraid that if I died today, that my life would've amounted to nothing

Soul - I'm just afraid that if I died today, that my life would've amounted to nothing

Joe is a music teacher who always thinks that he is born be a musician because of the influence of his father. His mother does not want him to follow his father's path, but no one can stop him from pursuing his musical dream. One day, his dream comes true as he finally gets a gig to perform on stage. He is so excited about this gigs that he falls down in the hole accidentally. He is in the Great Beyond, but he doesn't want to die, so he escapes to the Great Before. Jerry thought Joe was one of the mentors, so he is asked to mentor 22, a soul who is unwilling to go to the Earth. 22 has been mentored by many great people, but none of them could help find her spark. He makes a deal with 22 that he will take her badge when she gets one. No matter how hard they try, it seems 22 can never find her spark. With the help of Moodwind, Joe is able to find his body on Earth, but 22 enters his body while he enters to a cat's body.

It is common for us to say we hate this or that, but do we really hate it? Sometimes, we may be fed up with the thing that we just want to quit, but do we really mean it? If that something is our thing, we probably won't quit it easily. Life is hard, but it will get better when you keep trying. 22 used to hate most of things, and it seems that she can never find what she truly loves. As a matter of fact, living on Earth is not as hard as she thought. She finds it fun because she gets to try many new things, though she did hate some of these things in the Great Before. She wants to stay in his body for a little while long, but Joe does not allow him to do so. They eventually end up being caught by Terry. 22 has found her spark, but she does not know what it is. Joe uses her badge to go back to the Earth and finally gets to perform in front of the people. It is an amazing performance, but he still feels empty after doing this long-awaited gig. It is something that he has always wanted to do, but it does not give him much satisfaction as he thought.

We always think that the spark is our purpose or the reason to be here, but we are more than that. Even we have passion on something, it does not mean that you can only do that something. There are many things in the world that can cheer us up as well.

Don't put a limit on yourself, you can be more than who you think you are.

And another thing, they say you're born to do something, but how do you figure out what that thing is? I mean, what if you pick up the wrong thing? Or somebody else's thing, you know? Then you're stuck. - Been there before.
Mom, I know we've had some rough times, but you're right, I can't be truthful with you. Because it seems like no matter what I do, you disapprove. Look, I know you love playing. Then how come except for church, you're the happiest when I don't? I finally land the gig of my life and you're upset.You didn't see how tough being a musician was on your father. I don't want to see you struggle like that. So Dad could pursue his dreams, and I can't? Your father had me. Most times, this shop is what paid the bills. So when I'm gone, who's gonna pay yours? Music is all I think about. From the moment I wake up in the morning to the moment I fall asleep at night. You can't eat dreams for breakfast, Joey.Then I don't want to eat. This isn't about my career, Mom. (SIGHS) It's my reason for living. And I know Dad felt the same way. (SIGHS) I'm just afraid that if I died today, that my life would've amounted to nothing.
Truth is, I've always worried that maybe there's something wrong with me. You know? Maybe I'm not good enough for living. But then you showed me about purpose and passion, and maybe sky-watching can be my spark. Or walking. I'm really good at walking. Those really aren't purposes, 22. That's just regular old living. But, hey, when you get back to the You Seminar, you can give it an honest try. No, but I've been at the You Seminar for thousands of years and I have never felt this close.
All right. I'll have you back in your bodies in no time. No. I've gotta find it here, on Earth. This is my only chance to find my spark. 22, you're only loving this stuff because you're in my body. You can find your own thing to love when you get back to the You Seminar. Now, come on, I need my body back. Now!
A spark isn't a soul's purpose. Oh, you mentors and your passions. Your purposes. Your meanings of life.
It's just I've been waiting on this day for my entire life. I heard this story about a fish. He swims up to this older fish and says, "I'm trying to find this thing they call the ocean." "The ocean?" says the older fish. "That's what you're in right now." "This?" says the young fish. "This is water. "What I want is the ocean."
Your spark isn't your purpose. That last box fills in when you're ready to come live. And, the thing is you're pretty great at jazzing. But, Joe, this means you won't get to... It's okay. I already did. Now it's your turn.
So what do you think you'll do? How are you gonna spend your life? I'm not sure. JOE: But I do know... I'm going to live every minute of it.